Thoughts of a Sprite

Sunday, August 08, 2004

Reflecting-

I feel a bit silent today, as I reflect on my feelings. I had a good cry last night thanks to my rock. He just seemed to know I needed it, and drove around till it happened. I feel relieved that it is not all bottled up inside anymore, and I am able to think on things a little more clearly. I think I will tell her in two weeks, give her financial situation some time to get settled, and then talk to her about it.

I canceled my beach vacation, too expensive. I have been offered an opportunity to go to New York for a week, and am thinking of going. I have never taken a full week off from work before, nor have I ever been to New York... But the rational side of me says don't spend the money, save it for January when I move out. I dunno, perhaps I'll spend 50 bucks and get a membership to the pool, and save the vacation money for move in fees. Evil side of me says go, rational side says stay. Always an internal battle...

That is really all I feel like saying right now, I still have a lot of reflecting to do, and sometimes that is better done between me and the mirror. Uh - oh I feel a poem coming on.

I wanted to thank my rock, for gently nudging me when I needed it, and for listening when I needed it, and for becoming the shoulder (much softer than the rock) when I needed it. Everyone needs someone like that in their lives.

shes_a_sprite @ 3:57 PM.

1 comments

Rachel said...

New York is so wonderful and is my second home. If you have never been I suggest going, you never know when you will get a chance to go again. I will talk to you about this more later. :)

1:25 AM